Power of blogging

If you notice I usually blogs about the happy and unhappy things in my life. You might think that I am such a winer who always blog about the unhappiness in my life but blogging let me pour out all these feelings and once it is out in the open, I actually do feel better. At times, it even help enlighten me and give me direction in life. Started blogging just out for fun but it has now become a therapy whenever I am down.

To end, this is something I learn during my religious class yesterday:

Life is the same for everyone. It is just how each and everyone of us choose to deal with every situations that makes our life different.

Really enlightenting for me. Hope it do the same for you.

Feelings

Since the past few weeks, my mood has been going down hill...I wonder if it is the final eruptions from everything or the problem lies with me.. I just 看不开。Always so persistence in my way of thinking and just cannt just let it go that there is crap. However, I am no longer that young little girl who always have my way and have no financial commitments. I just have to learn to bear with all the rubbish.

However, trying is so difficult and I just feel so demoralised and upset when it is time to work. God, please give me strength to overcome this period and hopefully I will find the light in my tunnel. Because I am sure there is someone out there who is definetly worst then me.

Below are 2 lines from some old chinese song which keep ringing in my head and a true reflections of my current thoughts:

“我真的好累”and “带我离开这里到一个遥远的地方”

End note: They can't change to suit me and I so I have to give up my beliefs to suit their style. Haiz...parts and parcel of adulthood. :-(