Since the past few weeks, my mood has been going down hill...I wonder if it is the final eruptions from everything or the problem lies with me.. I just 看不开。Always so persistence in my way of thinking and just cannt just let it go that there is crap. However, I am no longer that young little girl who always have my way and have no financial commitments. I just have to learn to bear with all the rubbish.
However, trying is so difficult and I just feel so demoralised and upset when it is time to work. God, please give me strength to overcome this period and hopefully I will find the light in my tunnel. Because I am sure there is someone out there who is definetly worst then me.
Below are 2 lines from some old chinese song which keep ringing in my head and a true reflections of my current thoughts:
“我真的好累”and “带我离开这里到一个遥远的地方”
End note: They can't change to suit me and I so I have to give up my beliefs to suit their style. Haiz...parts and parcel of adulthood. :-(
1 comment:
cheer up gal. this is part of growing up =)
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